"You got a fast car, but is it so fast that we can fly away..."

I feel completely under the weather today (yes, I'm punny like that). I think it's a combination of the 10th September and the pointless back and forth that's an endless episode in our home. What makes me feel worse is that Ordinary Guy totally tried to cheer me up today, and I was being a total bitch about it. I just wanted to cry the whole time...and he was doing everything right.

Sometimes I just want to leave. Just, catch a bus to somewhere and start fresh. Leave everything behind, except myself. And as of recently, Ordinary Guy.

I never before factored anybody else into the equation.