It's amazing how you can go from feeling just dandy one minute, to feeling so sick the next.
Peanut butter discoveries had me floating on cloud nine this morning, and happy hormones really had me all maxed out...up until about an hour ago.
The worst part about this kind of 'sick' is...you're not really sick. You just feel as if there's something not quite right about your body. For instance, right now, I feel fat - yet we all know, that's the furthest to what I actually am. And heavy. And not so very awesome or attractive. And then, there's this ear ache that came out of nowhere and won't go away. And then just when I began to fall asleep - my phone buzzed (hey Prettyboy, yes you, you know who you are). Let me tell you, my phone can buzz - it's like a ring tone all on its own. What's the point of turning it on 'silent' with a buzz like that?
I dislike this feeling of sick-that's-not-quite-sick.
Sometimes, like now, I really wish I'd been born a guy. Then I wouldn't worry about feeling bloated or unattractive or five times my normal size when I'm clearly not. Guys, have it awesome.
I think I'm being a big baby now, which means it's time for me to stop posting.
Goodnight. I'm going to sleep off my terrible feeling of bloated crabbyness. In the middle of the afternoon. Just coz I can.
Peanut butter discoveries had me floating on cloud nine this morning, and happy hormones really had me all maxed out...up until about an hour ago.
The worst part about this kind of 'sick' is...you're not really sick. You just feel as if there's something not quite right about your body. For instance, right now, I feel fat - yet we all know, that's the furthest to what I actually am. And heavy. And not so very awesome or attractive. And then, there's this ear ache that came out of nowhere and won't go away. And then just when I began to fall asleep - my phone buzzed (hey Prettyboy, yes you, you know who you are). Let me tell you, my phone can buzz - it's like a ring tone all on its own. What's the point of turning it on 'silent' with a buzz like that?
I dislike this feeling of sick-that's-not-quite-sick.
Sometimes, like now, I really wish I'd been born a guy. Then I wouldn't worry about feeling bloated or unattractive or five times my normal size when I'm clearly not. Guys, have it awesome.
I think I'm being a big baby now, which means it's time for me to stop posting.
Goodnight. I'm going to sleep off my terrible feeling of bloated crabbyness. In the middle of the afternoon. Just coz I can.
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